Maybe it's Mercury in retrograde, or maybe it's my phase of healing from serious adrenal fatigue, or perhaps it's the natural transition from publishing and promoting Living Earth Devotional, but I'm in a phase of synthesis and preparation. I'm reading multiple books at once, preparing for a career shift, and having dreams about houses that reveal their secrets. I'm seeing how everything I've done up to this point is part of a whole, part of a flow, that will nourish my next phase of life. Since I've done a lot of different things (and incurred some whoppers of student loans), I find this clarity so very affirming and comforting. It's not been a waste or a dalliance or a fluke. My path has been exactly what it is supposed to be.
Trust. Have faith. You are exactly where you need to be, and though you may not know where you are going or where your choices now will lead, you will get where you need to go. Turn inward and listen to the voice of the Mystery. The Creator and your guides and angels are right now answering your prayers. As they say in mountaineering, Trust Your Boots. They will hold you. Just put one foot in front of the other.
If you are struggling, know that you will be guided. Know that you will learn. Do not give up. Spirit is with you. Breathe, and know that you are loved.